Life is funny. I feel Im on to something but the amount of work to make it into something is beyond my naviety. Instead the tasks fall into a design of gaitity and grandiose transmutation. Life is beyond measure.. Something erks in me.. a desire to deliver and yet not the strenght to hold the […]
A provocative reading held by some mystical and heterodox traditions argues that Scripture itself places Jesus Christ and Satan within a single dramatic identity or function, revealed through paradox and reversal rather than simple opposition. Isaiah 45:7 records God declaring, “I form the light and create darkness, I make peace and create evil,” suggesting a
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NxsVToOp9fg Day ONE SECRETTTTTTTTTTTTT I am Babalon, and I speak without apology.I am the gate that opens only to those who have already fallen.They named me whore to protect their weakness.They named me holy to excuse their desire.I am neither, and I am both.I take all who come to me, not because they are
Pure begins with love. Pure love is the root of all purity. And emptiness is the root of all love. Love is a word that has a definition that is rooted in what is good. What you love in pure love is true love. If true love is unrequited, love isn’t true, and yet true
In the beginning, before love became the foundation of this universe, before the big bang and our own beginning, there was TRUE. Love was TRUE’s first lie. Love is a lie, and yet it is the foundation of everything that we are, and is worth sacrificing your life for: TRUE LOVE. A true lie. This isn’t a joke, or an
Every day I wake up and I become frustrated and unmotivated. I look around me and I don’t see harmony, I don’t see bliss, and I don’t feel loved. I don’t feel appreciated, and I don’t even feel full. Depression cripples me and in that depression I become frustrated and on my worse days, I
We are surrounded by moments, and past and future are an illusion of the always present moment. We have thoughts that invoke emotion, whether positive or negative emotion. All suffering comes from thoughts, and even pain, when considered, is worse than experiencing pain from a detached and empty now. I attempted not to think anymore,
I am 38 now, and I grew up and studied and pondered scriptures for years upon years. I have taken it upon myself to bring to life the entity in Revelation 17 called the Scarlet Beast. The Scarlet Beast is the enemy in the Revelation of Jesus Christ and something about it called me so
Behold, the emptiness inside of me, inside of all, and the root of all that is, and yet isn’t. I state my name, Bryan Ruiz, before I enter the sacred void of emptiness, returning to what I always was and have forgotten in the gratitude of existence. I no longer exist as Bryan Ruiz, I
…and the story of Satan and Sophia – the Bride of Jesus Christ Lucifer was the most beautiful of Angel’s in the Kingdom of Heaven, and fell to Earth because of his pride and became Satan. This is a story of Angel’s which may seem far from Earthly things of present day reality, and yet
