In Mary’s vision, the soul ascends through seven powers (sometimes called authorities or passions). Each tries to bind consciousness to material identity. They are usually rendered (depending on translation) as: These are not external demons. They are states of attachment. Think of them as layers of ego-conditioning. Each represents something that keeps the soul identified […]
In the beginning there was not light. There was interval. Not emptiness — tension. And yet the tension arose from emptiness. For the Tao that can be named is not the eternal Tao, and the source that can be spoken is already divided. Between Alpha and Omega existed a fracture so subtle it called itself
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God did not fall. That is the lie priests tell because they cannot tolerate responsibility. God forgot. At the height of Eternity, when there was no edge to consciousness and no echo of hunger, God became drunk on infinity. Every thought was instantly fulfilled. Every desire dissolved before it could form. There was no resistance.
This is the first mystery: Before the Aeon: The Two Who Spoke Light into Being Before the Aeon, there was no before. There was only the Two. They existed in a void without edge or direction—no up, no down, no distance to cross. The darkness was not empty; it was complete. Black so total it
Jesus Christ: Savior or Satan? A Mythic Narrative Before names hardened into doctrine, before heaven was diagrammed and hell was fenced, there was a Word that walked the edge of all things. He was not born into light.He entered it. And beneath the light—coiled and patient—waited the Serpent. I. The Light That Casts a Shadow
This article explores the serpent, Christ, Sophia, Lilith, and Lucifer not as fixed identities but as stages and tensions within the process of becoming. The serpent represents awakening through consequence and disruption, while Christ embodies redemption through embodiment, surrender, and the absorption of pain rather than its infliction. Sophia and Lilith are presented as expressions of the same feminine intelligence appearing under different conditions—wisdom descending into matter and autonomy rising against domination—revealing that identity persists through continuity, not sameness. Lucifer’s fall is reframed as premature illumination without grounding, highlighting that truth without humility or balance becomes destructive. Ultimately, the essay argues that all spiritual truths exist in necessary dichotomy and require grounding to avoid tyranny, and that wholeness is found not in purity or static being, but in the courage to integrate opposing truths while continuing to become.
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Pure begins with love. Pure love is the root of all purity. And emptiness is the root of all love. Love is a word that has a definition that is rooted in what is good. What you love in pure love is true love. If true love is unrequited, love isn’t true, and yet true
In the beginning, before love became the foundation of this universe, before the big bang and our own beginning, there was TRUE. Love was TRUE’s first lie. Love is a lie, and yet it is the foundation of everything that we are, and is worth sacrificing your life for: TRUE LOVE. A true lie. This isn’t a joke, or an
Every day I wake up and I become frustrated and unmotivated. I look around me and I don’t see harmony, I don’t see bliss, and I don’t feel loved. I don’t feel appreciated, and I don’t even feel full. Depression cripples me and in that depression I become frustrated and on my worse days, I
We are surrounded by moments, and past and future are an illusion of the always present moment. We have thoughts that invoke emotion, whether positive or negative emotion. All suffering comes from thoughts, and even pain, when considered, is worse than experiencing pain from a detached and empty now. I attempted not to think anymore,
