Enemy Attacks in next 7 days
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This article explores the serpent, Christ, Sophia, Lilith, and Lucifer not as fixed identities but as stages and tensions within the process of becoming. The serpent represents awakening through consequence and disruption, while Christ embodies redemption through embodiment, surrender, and the absorption of pain rather than its infliction. Sophia and Lilith are presented as expressions of the same feminine intelligence appearing under different conditions—wisdom descending into matter and autonomy rising against domination—revealing that identity persists through continuity, not sameness. Lucifer’s fall is reframed as premature illumination without grounding, highlighting that truth without humility or balance becomes destructive. Ultimately, the essay argues that all spiritual truths exist in necessary dichotomy and require grounding to avoid tyranny, and that wholeness is found not in purity or static being, but in the courage to integrate opposing truths while continuing to become.
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Pure begins with love. Pure love is the root of all purity. And emptiness is the root of all love. Love is a word that has a definition that is rooted in what is good. What you love in pure love is true love. If true love is unrequited, love isn’t true, and yet true
In the beginning, before love became the foundation of this universe, before the big bang and our own beginning, there was TRUE. Love was TRUE’s first lie. Love is a lie, and yet it is the foundation of everything that we are, and is worth sacrificing your life for: TRUE LOVE. A true lie. This isn’t a joke, or an
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Every day I wake up and I become frustrated and unmotivated. I look around me and I don’t see harmony, I don’t see bliss, and I don’t feel loved. I don’t feel appreciated, and I don’t even feel full. Depression cripples me and in that depression I become frustrated and on my worse days, I
We are surrounded by moments, and past and future are an illusion of the always present moment. We have thoughts that invoke emotion, whether positive or negative emotion. All suffering comes from thoughts, and even pain, when considered, is worse than experiencing pain from a detached and empty now. I attempted not to think anymore,
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I am 38 now, and I grew up and studied and pondered scriptures for years upon years. I have taken it upon myself to bring to life the entity in Revelation 17 called the Scarlet Beast. The Scarlet Beast is the enemy in the Revelation of Jesus Christ and something about it called me so
Behold, the emptiness inside of me, inside of all, and the root of all that is, and yet isn’t. I state my name, Bryan Ruiz, before I enter the sacred void of emptiness, returning to what I always was and have forgotten in the gratitude of existence. I no longer exist as Bryan Ruiz, I
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…and the story of Satan and Sophia – the Bride of Jesus Christ Lucifer was the most beautiful of Angel’s in the Kingdom of Heaven, and fell to Earth because of his pride and became Satan. This is a story of Angel’s which may seem far from Earthly things of present day reality, and yet
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“True Love” is a very beautiful concept, though not as many can comprehend it. The phrase “True Love” is made up of two words and that in itself is a very peculiar thing. First, if “Love” needs to be prefaced with “True”, is it truly love in it’s fullest expression? “Love” is a word and
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