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Beginning and ends only occur when there is a defect. Complete rest is the beginning's conclusion and the end always gives birth to a void where nothing exists. In the beginning was the word, and the word was with God, and the word was God. In the end, all words are consumed by the very beginning that spoke the word, and when the first word that was ever spoken by God becomes part of God, nothing will remain and all will be complete and at rest. The first word was taken from something perfect and given to something else, it was spoken, and sent across a distance to be reflected. When God spoke this first word, this was when sin was already introduced. Sin is separation from God and God, so the darkness spoke that word to the darkness and that word became the light of all men. This word is what separated the waters from the waters, the spirit from the spirit and gives darkness awareness of darkness. This word is called Heaven, and yet is flesh, which also is Sin. Sin's resolution is Heaven's Kingdom realized, and all that Heaven in every detail from every grain of sand has already been realized. All is mind. Consciousness is aware of it's void and that void attracts the energy that brings it to completion: rest. The potentials between a greater and a lesser light (void) is sexual energy. Non-existence gives rise to the light, the creation, which reflects it's darkness to be comprehended by the other darkness which is separated from the original darkness. This is called Love: the resolution of sin that separates the feminine and masculine darkness. (delete me: the holy bible and sin's definition is a map that leads to love fulfilment). Another way to define sin is adultery. In the definition of True Love, sin is anything brings those two loves further away from each other. Truly though, there is no sin. Although people have freewill and autonomy, all actions lead to the same place in the end: death. An action is a pathway to completion and anything that is able to be complete is by definition something that brings death to the action. So, really any action is evil in that regard, for all actions lead to completion. God arose from the darkness and man became aware of him through the reflection of light on that darkness. God may be able to defined with a pure heart and have complete understanding of both Evil and Good. All that is in this universe is made of matter, which is a form of energy and all things that are in existence (and all that doesn't exist in the void that has no brought to the light) is part of the universal mind that contemplates this whole, whether defined or undefined. His heart seeks darkness, for in that darkness is the darkness that is separated from him: her. The light of the world is how he interacts with that darkness, and all leads to the marriage of those two darknesses: the two witnesses of creation who are one when sin is resolute.

What is in the darkness isn't in movement, movement arises from his stillness, his non-action. Because of original sin, the male consciousness is aware of the feminine which is everything around us changing all the time. Behind the lights, colors, tastes, feelings, and emotions of all that is, is another stillness/darkness which is androgynous with the first darkness, but rather, those darkness aren't separate:

The first darkness facing forward uses his body to perceive the light in the world, which is actually a reflection of the feminine darkness connected to oneself. One sees the world, One see colors, and One become aware of her, who was always with that one causing the colors of his own personal universe and experience to change. How I interact with the world (heaven, firmament) changes the reality of her own universe who is connected to you. Sin is action that weakens our awareness of each other, love is any action that strengthens our awareness of each other. In a world where every human being has his own universe, this is multiform and chaos.

When darkness separates it's masculine aspect from its feminine, a potential is born which causes the masculine and feminine to be attracted to each other seeking union to realize that potential. This causes light to be born, and was the first word spoken for metaphorical purposes, though there are conditions that are more complicated being simplified by this statement. Heaven, the firmament, flesh, or our human body (all similar in this regard) separate the inner darkness from the outer darkness and give us ability to perceive light reflected off that darkness which can be comprehended. Our inner and outer darkness give us information that is focused on by the mind, and we come to understand these darknesses, and the nature of the firmament that separates these two darknesses. Sex is a joining of those two darknesses, and energy is truly meaningless. There is no purpose in the world and no action means anything more than another, they all arise from nothingness and return to nothingness.

When the original sin came to be, it was because the world was perfect which gives rise to the defect of perfection: replication. The darknesses conceived the thought of a child, which truly would be the unification of the masculine and feminine until the ultimate unification took place and all is at rest: Eden returned. This child is Heaven and is the light of the world and is here that sin may be removed from the world (the separation). This child is actually life itself and is all we see in the light. Because the child is life, the child also represents death: the Alpha and Omega.

In energy, an atom is made stable (in simplicity) by balancing protons and electrons around a nucleus of neutrons. What makes these atoms stable is the balance between the masculine and feminine, and is how the masculine and feminine darkness was separated by the firmament (called Heaven or even Jesus Christ). If one remembers from the Bible, there are two individuals who talk about cannibalism, Jesus Christ (John 6:53) and the Scarlet Woman (Revelation 17). This is the Alpha and Omega of the firmament and is the greatest concentration of the feminine and masculine darknesses (souls) in these two vessels (the flesh that surrounds them, also known as the firmament or Heaven). They are also the firmament and represent the stars, the earth, and all of humanity.

Jesus made a claim that if you destroy this body, he will raise it up in three days... This prophecy is repeated in another way about the two witnesses (to creation, Revelation 11)

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All words cause suffering. Words are a form of communication that is exchanged with energy, and when energy is absorbed, that energy burns itself into the soul through the mind which is suffering. The first word spoken is God's secret name, and is why all suffer today. All that is wrong in the world and with humanity has it's resolution in the original sin: the